Is it Important? What we do? Yes. Because 'Your choices make You.'
So what do I do today? I love my Mother. Respect her husband and love Shoji and Misty, if he comes with them. Also Michiko. Love Them. Openly. Wholeheartedly. I was closed off. Just...that much. Closed off. But who suffers? My Mother, perhaps. Also others. Such as My best Friend. I want to show her support but I am too... far off in winterland.. With Lotus, I am warm. When I am. Mostly though...the toughest doughnut to crack is that I am the one who will suffer, unless I open the clamshell around my heart. I thought I would be protected. And I were... But it was also very cold and lonely.
Ultimately.... I am... And my choices make me... into who I am...after I choose. And this is the choice.... I shall open up.... to see...what it's like.
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